went to meet cain, jesse and roy after THEIR work. went to tiongbahru market for supper and we ate so much!!!! gosh. haha. and then we went to cine and i ate my 95% fat free ice cream. so sinful still.. but..... its damn goooooood.

after which we went to watch lord of the rings! haha. okay. its not my kinda movie. orlando bloom is.. GORGEOUS!! haha. jesse and i were like total bimbos can. lol. and i slept for about an hour? the show was 3 hours and 15 minutes can.. but it was kinda cute la. okay. so out of point. no one says lord of the ring is CUTE.

after the movie, amazingly i saw roy (another one.) and jacob!! haha. havent seen them in quite some time? or rather havent been talking to them? yar. was supposed to share a cab with jesse, cain and roy.. but in the end i shared a cab with roy and jacob since jacob lives damn near me.. hrrm. to those getting their results later, dont fret. what is done, is already done.. so... gooood luck!

okay. gotta sleep. got work tomorrow! i dont wanna go to wisma isetan.......... i wanna either stay in heeren or go to lido's isetan........................ please!!!!!!

okay.. so i just got home. wahlao. had like FOUR bags to carry? can die. thank god for cabs.

anywayyy. monday work was fun. wayne wasnt around.. haha. went to diesel.. wanted to get jeans but i didnt see anything i fancy.. so well.. whatever. went to my bro's place after work.. slacked.. talked.. etc.. yar. last time though.. he's leaving on xmas and he doesnt want anyone to send him off so he made me promise him no surprises.. sigh. and i was looking through his picture album, saw many pictures of me when i was a young girl.. also saw pictures of me and my mom, me and my sis.. etc. sigh. gonna miss him so so so so much.

well. on tuesday we went to town.. walked around.. and went to raffles city to meet enlai. damn funnnnny. i kept laughing.. then this group of kids went up to enlai and they were like.. "this is the -dong si zai na li- guy!! i see him on kids central before.. helloooo!!!" and we were like....... wow. hahahha. then we went to little india and i bought bangles!! oh yes before that we were stuck in raffles city cos of the rain and danny bought me a cross necklace. last item he's gonna buy i think. sigh... hrrm. then we went back home. and gerald came over.. and we went for supper at bedok north with moe, etc etc. forgot their names.

went to the airport this afternoon to meet gin after her flight.. wahlao. she's so bimbo i swear........ nothing compares man.

okay. im gonna miss danny. ALOT. and im giving him my phone.... yes. im a nice sister. cos my phone is a tri band phone and his is only dual band. sigh.

i met hazel for church today and i brought cain along! although its his day off, he forsaked sleep to attend church! haha. so cain and i didnt sleep at all.. and he was still the stronger one waking me up during service cos i was dozing off.. heh.

lunch at holland after that... then town. wahlao. cain and i were so sleepy we were squatting everywhere can. and after i went to work.. i kept yawning.. and then at 1pm i had my lunch.. and cain and i went to sleep at some bench in heeren for 45 minutes. can you believe it. so off can. but i reallllllly fell asleep. haha.

i was so sleeeeeeepy today. actually still am.

going to danny's house to stay tomorrow and tuesday night. so wont be updating i think.. hope i have fun!

okay. gonna sleeeeeep.

my goodness..... twenty six!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! put on weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha.

look at the time.. its 7plus and i just got home. wow....

lets see.. work yesterday was kinda funny. high fives, baby fives, medium five etc. lol. and we were showing the ah lian side of us today, damn funny. haha.

after work, RANNNNN to the bus stop to take a bus to river valley for thai mee goreng!! haha. they like totally screwed up our orders.. but we forgave them. haha. cain, jess and i ate soooooo much. and then we went to watch love me if you dare. nice show. i likeeee. damn sweeeeet. :) haha. game or not? lol.

okay. so we were so bored...... and awake after the show we wanted to watch another movie. but we have already more or less watched everything.. so we went to.... MUSTAFA SHOPPING CENTRE THE ONLY 24 HOUR SHOPPING MALL IN SINGAPORE!!!! everything there is cheappppppppp. hahaha. seriously. and jesse, cain and i got matching casio old school watches! haha. we gonna put it part of mambo uniform. lol.

yar. as usual, cain dropped us off.. haha. and now im home.. gonna get ready for church soon! yes im finally going to church today. dont know how im gonna survive the whole of today working when i've not slept a wink and the previous night i was on a conference call so i slept about 2.. yar. ugh! dead!

so this morning i got a hugeeee lecture from my dad which resulted me in crying for one and a half hours. eyes all red and puffy. nose blocked. made me think about alot of things.. anyway i just came home and he bought me a hairdryer.. and even put the two pin plug in my room. i know its a little off for a sorry gift but i think he knew that since i had my present hairstyle, everytime after i take a shower i will go to my mom's room to use her hairdryer.. so. yar. that was quite thoughtful of him.

met crystal! window shopping!! haha. now there are so many things i wanna buy. -takes a deep breath- here goes..

-camper mary janes. $200+
-levi's type one skirt. $89
-mac lip glass. $26 ( mine's running out!! )
-calvin klein's cute gay salesperson. LOL. damn handsome!! rightttt jen?!!! rightttt crystal?!!!
-slippers from tangs. $59
-shiny slippers from tangs. $39
-flip flop heels from exodus. $39.
-nike air dunks. -$159
-FOUR pairs of flip flops from here. one in black, one in army green, one in white, one in black with the swarovski crystals. the first 3 is about $25. and the last one is $189. but its realllllllllly nice and comfy and it will match with many of my clothes! ahhh. so tempting..

and yar. thats about it.. hrrm. my fetish for shoes is coming back. this is so bad.. oh i bought tash a pair of slippers from havaianas today. 17 bucks.. damn cute. its pink. and she likes it alot.. heh.

okay. work tomorrow. ahhhhh. saturday. i warn you all ah. if you're gonna come into mambo, please do not go unfold the clothes in the cart. cos i hate folding them.

i cant swallow my own salivia cos it hurts. ( but i still do LAAA )
i cant eat much cos whatever i eat has no taste at all.

i think im sick.

okay. it just suddenly dawned upon me that im practically going through a routine everyday since i've started work.

wake up at 930 every morning..
eat my breakfast..
bath..
blow dry my hair..
decide what to wear for work..
decide what shoes to match the clothes..
run for the bus everyday..
reach heeren at 1115..
go to the bank to bank in money..
workkkkkkkk... serve irritating people. fold the never ending amount of clothes.
and then work ends at 930..
usually straight home cos my feet will be fucking aching by then.
come home, soak my feet in hot water..
go online for awhile..
sleeeeep.

next day the cycle goes on.. and on.

wahlao. i think i have no life and friends.

i spent the whole of today doing nothing.. was either on the computer or watching tv. feel like such a bummer.

you're always on my mind. always.

havent been seeing much of my sister recently. infact i've not had a decent conversation with her in ages. and i was typing her an sms when a message came in and it was from my sister!! i think we think of each other at the same time or something.. i've not seen my sister since saturday. and i miss her alotttt. :( sigh.

and debby sms-ed me! hrrm. kinda miss her too. though ive only known her for a year.

i want to get a new phone. either nokia 7200 or the panasonic x70.
please note, its WANT... not NEED.

im not working today!!! took mc!! haha. that means i wont see wayne till saturday! wooohooo! all smiles. haha.

my fever is getting better, but not ive got a bad sore throat and a very bad cough. ughhh. will have to go see the doctor later. but im dreading it cos i dont wanna take the cough mixture. grosss.

tomorrow's my off day. supposed to go out with danny but he has to go to sia to return the clothes, blahblahblahhh. and he can only meet me in the evening so its changed to next tuesday when its my off day AGAIN! haha.

i realised that i've been wanting to buy many things recently. things that i WANT and not things that i NEED. was talking to jen last night and she was asking me not to spend so much when i get my pay. cos whenever i have money with me, i will just spend all of it in a very short span of time buying things that i WANT not things that i NEED. but im still trying to convince myself that the armani exchange white long sleeved top and jeans are things i NEED.. righttttt.

well, cat called me last night. well as ive told her, i may seem alright, but im not. im gonna remember what happened for a long time. its not something easy to forgive and forget. you know what? how i felt that night was the same feeling i felt on oct31st last year. i swear. betrayed. simple.

im sick... my temperature for the whole of today was between 39.1 to 39.8.. but just stayed and helped cos today short of staff..

okay. i bought my gucci glasses today. usual price was 350++ but i managed to get discounts till its only 200!! :) haha. cheap thrill.

not going to work tomorrow. gonna get mc. damn sick.. ugh. i think my immune system is damn weak. been falling sick damn often recently.

BUMMMMBIIIIIII. BAMMMMBIIIIII. hahaha.

righttt. just came home.. got caught in the rain.. think im going to be sick. AGAIN. had a slight fever this afternoon. bah. and heeren was like freezing!!!

wayne's a biatchhhh. ugh. irritating..

i think im like a little girl when im with my relatives cos i saw my cousin today and i was like, "melvin kor kor!!" haha. thats by the way my handsome cousin. lol. he was with 2 other guys and they came into mambo and started touching my hair? haha. wahlaooo. so off can. cos they were seeing the color and how its colored. my cousin wants to color and cut my hair for me. toni and guy.. but i just colored like 1week plus ago? should i color it again? haha. anyway its free so the money doesnt really matter. shall think about it.

i have had 10 tickets to centro this friday. was given to us by some centro guy.. and i gave 5 to my cousin, 2 to junia, 1 to colin, 1 to wenhu, and 1 to kelly so im left with none. anyway wasnt really interested in going to centro this friday. got work on saturday.. can you imagine? like i've always wanted to go to centro and for 2 weeks in a row i had free tickets but i just give them away.

wenhu came to fetch me to the ktv place after work. saw colin and junia.. haha. bitched.. yadayada.. ktv was very, i repeat.... very boring. hence i left and went to poolworld to look for colin bestfriend and junia.. haha. more bitching..

oh im getting a pair of gucci glasses. :) yAyyy. but im still pondering.. not sure whether anot i should get it.. hrrms. how? or should i look around? but if i get this gucci one, and i see some others that i like in future..... i can always buy another pair right? -nods-

did i mention that i was mistaken for a malay twice since i started work last monday?!..... what the hell.

christmas / birthday wish list ::

mambo men's watch. $183 (after 20 percent discount.)
cartier santos. $4500
panasonic x70. $900+
louis vuitton bag. $950
tiffany and co necklace. $400+
tiffany and co keyring. $100+
ax white top. $139 (minus 40percent if i do get the discount.)
danny to stay in singapore. $priceless
adidas mary janes. $239
adidas white/black yoga shoes. $109
ax black studded bag. (minus 50 percent if i manage to get the discount.)
ax jeans. $139

okay. thats all.... maybe will get some of the stuff myself. like the stuffs from tiffany.. and the shoes. trying to convince my mom that i need a new watch. but she'll never get me the cartier. shall just save myself.. soon......

work without wayne is damn fun! haha. today jess and i took a 2 hour lunch break.. lol. went to standard charted bank, lv, tiffany's, and ax.

now there are so many things i wanna get.. hopefully can get discounts. wanna get this bag from ax, this white top from ax, this pair of damn nice faded jeans from ax, this tiffany and co necklace thats damn nice, lv wallet, diesel jeans, mambo sling bag and my favourite, this mambo watch that will set me back by 183... after discount. should i, should i not?

ugh... cant shop so much already. gotta stop!!!

anyway im a happppppppy girl today. my bro, danny came by mambo. :)))) all smiles. he's leaving on xmas though.. sob sob sobbbb. sigh. damn sad. going out with him this friday.. yAy!!! last time... sigh. he came with this guy gerald that apparently saw me when i was a small girl.. but i dont have any impression of him or whatsoever.. lol. he was like.. "oh my, daphne you're such a big girl now..." haha. jess and amy were saying i was like a small girl today when my bro came into mambo and i was like.. "KOR KOR!!!!" hahaha...

tried on this mambo top today. damn nice. but no discount.. its kinda backless. or rather U shaped behind.. niceee. still considering.. might reserve it.

met my daughter in law after work. wow. its a smalllll world. seems like everyone knew everyone.. ha.

last night the speech said by gurmit singh was so sad.. kinda teared.

and i watched moulinrouge last night cos i wasnt able to sleep.. damn gooood movie.

okay. work. bah.

its.. daphne pronounced "daph ne" not "daf fer ne."

thank you.

wahlao... know what's on class95 now? wannabe by spice girls. -smacks head- haha. now lets not go on about those days i totally adored the spice girls. they were the only band i was nuts about.. i had all their official stuff i swear. my bro and my sis used to get them from london for me.. haha. i had their book, pins, all their cds and singles, everything larhs. haha. now its like so dumb to think about it..

okay. so im not gonna go to town today.. damn lazy. shall go to louisvuitton and tffany's this coming friday. day off!!! haha.

last night my bro in law, aunty, uncle, cousin all said my hair is nice. but i dont really believe them cos they're my relatives. haha. eh.. should i go for a free haircut PLUS color at toni and guy? hrrm. but i just cut my hair at leong's not too long ago.. hrrm.

okay. this was a total dumb and bimbo entry. bahh.

so mr casanova, why didnt i see through you 2 years back just like how she did?

my sis, together with my brother in law are both in church now. as in they're attending their friend's church. wow...

eh i heard fag price is gonna increase to 10bucks per hard pack soon.. wahlao. so expensive.. lucky i quit smoking already.

so i didnt go to church AGAIN today. and no, i didnt oversleep.. evelyn sms-ed me at 2 plus saying lets not go this week.. go next week instead.. so... yar. hrrm. kinda miss church.

okay. gotta go replace the battery of my swatch irony. havent wore it in ages.. and now since im working, cant really use the phone.. so i need a watch to keep track of time cos whenever i ask cain for the time, he will ALWAYS lie to me. 7pm become 5pm.. 9.15 become 7.45... etc etc.. and i will believe and always say something like.. "huh... wahlaoooo. still so long to 930 ah? i thought just now already 730? now only 745?" and he will just continue to lie to me till i have mastered the art of looking at customer's watches to check for the time. haha. stupid.. cain thinks he played scrabble for a longer time cos he's older that means he's smarter. hrmff.

actually i need to go down to town today.. got errands to run.. gotta collect the louisvuitton bag.. its ready for collection a week ago.. gotta go send the necklaces and everything else for polishing at tiffany's.. and gotta apply for the heer card.. bahh. cant get stuff done cos im always working.. and for the past 2 days, we only had 15 minutes lunch break cos of the club21 sale.. ugh!!

okay. lunch time!!! :) fooooood. bah. not fat enough?!

wahlaooooo. BUSY day. almost died i swear. feet aching and all.... stupid club21 sale.

well, i shopped again today. spent exactly 300bucks.. haha. still wanna get some stuff.. hrrms.

tomorrow's my day off!!!!!!! and im going to church.... ( i hope. ) yar.. after that gonna go down to heeren to get my heer card.. i swear i could have like applied 7 cards for the amount i spent these 2 days.

took a cab down to my sister's place.. kyra's birthday celebrations.. so all the relatives were there.. blahblahblah.

hrrm. why did i feel the way i felt when i saw you today? its a little weird right? i thought i was supposed to dislike you and be irritated with you?

just came home.. haha. work today was busy busy busy. i swear im so fucking sick of folding those ugly tops, i felt like screaming everytime someone went to unfold the clothes and just dump them somewhere? ugh!!

club 21 sale opens to the public tomorrow.. haha. did a little bit of shopping today.. and i didnt bring enough to shop today... so leong ( my sugar MOMMY ) was nice enough to come and pay for my stuff and tomorrow my mom will transfer the funds to his bank. haha. spent about errrm.... 400bucks? yar. but its a sale!! so i saved quite alot. haha. i bought 3 pairs of jeans and 2 tops. plus another 2 berms and a shirt for that asshole brother of mine at home. bah. dont even know why im so nice..

hrrm.. went to newton after work with all the mambo people. wahlaoooo. ate so much! crabs, sotong, sting rays, sambal kangkong.. etc etc.. haha. damn funny. laughed so much. and they all say im damn blur. i think it must be the age gap.... ha.

and around 11plus.. we all got ready to leave.. so cain, jess, this other guy (i forgot his name) and i were supposed to share a cab.. first to zouk, kimtian, bktpanjang then jurong... and on our way.... i said something outta the blue like, "hey lets watch a midnight show." i didnt mean it at all and then they were all agreeing so... haha. we went to cine.

watched love actually. nice nice show. makes you smile and feel all loved and christmas-y... good. :) damn sweeeeet too. go catch it.... shared a cab back with cain and jess.. actually no. cain dropped jess and i off even though its super outta the way. haha.

ehhhh. i still wanna shop!! but there's nothing to buy... bah. havent really been walking around shopping and all. cos im so busy with work. could say im only shopping in mambo? bah. dumbbb.

so i threw away 4 centro tickets. wow. 88bucks gone. ha. anyway it was free.

ugh. cant find my air rifts.. so i wore my air dunks instead. and the verdict is.... im gonna wear them often. its damn comfy even when i stood for NINE hours.

club 21 sale starts on saturday. ugh. dreading it.. blarghs. gonna be busy busy.

ive got four tickets to centro tomorrow night! :) haha. but im not going cos the mambo staff are gonna go for supper tomorrow night at marina south..

i think im putting on weight.... AGAIN. AGHHHHH!!!!!!

so since monday till now, i stood for like THIRTY SIX hours. can die... everyday stand for about 9 hours.

the only reason im keeping my cool is that, maybe all these standing will make me taller? ( okay. so it was a dumb logic..... whatever. )

im like experimenting with my shoes. seeing which pair is the most comfy one. tried my adidas superstar, adidas yoga shoe, dark green sneakers.. next up, air rifts.

okay. im gonna soak my feet in hot water.

my feet hurts!!! and i thought my red adidas yoga shoes were comfy.. hell was i wrong.

this afternoon, this group of malay girls came into mambo, made loads of noise.. and then one of them came up to me and started speaking in malay. what the hell. im already so fair now can. still can mistake me for a malay retail sales assistant.. excuse me?!!!..

this coming friday and saturday are gonna be busy days. ugh.. VERY busy. dreading it..

who's free this sat night? i tell you what you can do... go out with your friends.. be pissed.. leave and then sit at a deserted bus stop alone for one hour plus.. and if you're lucky, you might see a ghost or two. and yes, please make sure you do this when you know your friends are around and they wont make the effort to look for you. i swear.. the feeling is outta this world. fantastic.

work was tiring today. feet aching now.. lucky got jessy and cain to make me laugh.

i wanna buy so many clothes!!! haha. soon soon.

mambo had new stocks today. i like the bag.. and i folded like SO MANY shirts today.. can die. they were practically making use of is (temp staff)...... we were unpacking everything and folding them.. putting them in the store and all. AND WE'RE GIRLS......

all men are bastards. i swear. i thought he was different.. but what the fuck. i cant believe this. he had everything.. and he's losing it all by what he has done.

i need to talk to someone. seriously. im feeling fucking confused... and mad. ugh.

men, AGH. bastards.

work was fun! :) and sorry i cant get discounts for you guys cos im not a full time staff.

the people are nice.. and very funny. and we played bingo!! haha. when we were free larhs. heh. im tall!! im tall!!! hahahhaa. as if. anyway i was asked thrice today about my sexuality.. hrrms.

and there's a girl there who shares the same birthday as me!!! :) yAy.

in the afternoon and night, we've got two different free part time staff!! hahaha.